Afterlife.: Archive

If there’s a time machine, I would turn back time &do whatever that needs to be done. Telling you how i really feel when i’m with you. Turn my feelings into actions. Why. Why didn’t i. &Now, i cant take back words that i’ve said. I want those moments that i never had. You’re the only one that makes me climb up to the highest peak, having the happiest...

Jun 28th

doremifasolatido

i always wonder. do you still remember me. we were once lovers. lovers. ———————————————————————————————————————- So lately, I’ve been wonderin’ Who...

Mar 4th

Woah, i totally forgotten that this blog still exist :z Exams are over. I officially finished my first year. And i actually survived. I almost died study last sem. This sem was a whole lot worse than last sem. i did those papers, answers were scribbled. but, feeling tells me those were rubbish. and i will have to sup all papers. strong feeling. just like dream, coming true. in a bad way. ...

Feb 25th

Dec 12th

Oct 4th

Singapore :( I miss home I miss my big pooh I miss my bed I miss going out w them I miss swimming w sw I miss yy standing outside my windows at 2am w his stupid jokes I miss walking streets w them when everyone is sleeping I miss them alot alot alot :( I miss every single bit of everything :( Yy asked why im here in the first place :z hahahahah. I...

Sep 28th

(L) i wish i was still 14.

Haaaaaah. I’m fine lovessss :) I didnt pick up smoking. Chill k :z Thanks for those encouraging texts &calls. It really made me felt much better (L) I’ll have to work real hard next sem :c To get my Zs and As! Forget about the results! And and and and and, Yay! Vietnam here i comeeeeee :D I always love overseas trips! :> Past few weeks. Veli busy :( Went school almost...

Sep 18th

breakdown

I held my tears. From the moment i received that text. I felt horrible. I tried so hard. But, the results are simply disappointing. Pass is not what you want. Much more higher grades you expected from me. I really dont think i can make it next semester. Its not my type of subjects. Taking things too seriously sometimes, kills. I felt dumb. Everyone’s able to score well. Them. Scoring...

Sep 10th

I think i’ve a screwed up life. Everything’s against me. I wanna have a peaceful life. Far away from those thick papers. And those noise pollution. I wanna lay on the green patch of grass watching those birds flying across the skies and those stars twinkling in the night. Listening to my favourite songs, fall asleep and never wake up again. Pipc’s over. And, ha. Screwed...

Aug 21st

Fuck sfp practical exam. I think i picked the most difficult question la. Arghhhhh! I almost cried while cutting those dirty potatoes ): steph was thought i cried. Okay. My question was to cook potatoes using combination methods. 2 types. I stunned when i saw the question. Fml man. Potatoes using combination methods. Wtfffff. And in the end i braised potato. In water. Theres no seasoning. And this...

Aug 11th

Fml

I studied till 3am for this bloody sfp practical. I wasnt even so hardworking when i studu for my Os. And its only practical. Okay la, i started quite late. All i can blame, myself. Ha ha ha. In the morning, i was too tired to go for obc lec :( off i go to burn down tp’s food lab! Hahahahahah! I was just trying to blog w touch. Lawl! Toodles :D

Aug 11th

i feel tired. tired of everything. I remember how you motivated me to study. I remember you singing. I remember you scolding me. I remember those long messages you sent me. I remember you smiling to your phone when you receive my text. I remember going school with you. I remember you buying me sweets. I remember everything about you. Those days. Those places. Those times. ...

Aug 10th

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